This has never happened before...
He has always told me that anytime I needed to talk to him, he'd be there for me.
Last night, when I wanted to talk to him about our friendship, of all things, he wouldn't talk to me.
I think the Kiss of Death has already started to work its evil. I'm pretty certain at this point that he's beginning to hate me.
I'm so hurt! Fuck! I don't want us to bicker constantly and always be down each other's throats. I feel like that's all we do anymore. I wanted to work things out and just talk last night, but I feel like I can never get him to open up and be honest about everything that bothers him. I'd rather him be brutally honest rather than allow things to go on without comment, when they might be harmful to our friendship.
I really just want to be stubborn now...I don't want to talk to him at all because I'm so hurt. Yet, there's still a stupid little part of me that wants to talk and try to work things out. I'm just scared that he'll shut me down again, so I'm not even sure that I'm going to bring it up.
I'm so fucking tired of this. UGH! :(
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