God...what is wrong with me???
Why can't I stay happy for long? :(
Ugh...I know work did this to me. I know that's why I'm in such a foul mood. But when I feel like this, I have a hard time remaining calm and realizing it will pass.
I go from being angry and irritated to TERRIBLY needy. Oh, GOD...I'm such a needy little FUCK.
It's not so bad to need a friend to talk to...the problem arises when I start rummaging through trash in my past because I'm so fucking lonely.
Why can't I be like normal fucking people and get over it? Why can't I just call it a night, albeit a shitty one, and go to sleep??? No...instead, I deal with my anger and loneliness by dragging shit back into my life that I don't need.
*sigh*
UGHHHHHHH.......
I should have NEVER EVER EVER FUCKING CALLED HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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