Soooo...

Yeah, I just posted. About two minutes ago, or something. But I don't care...

Am I stupid for falling all over again?

I'm terrified to admit it...but it's just how I feel. I truly can't help my emotions. I've NEVER had a good grasp on them...why would I now?

The funny thing is, I'm more terrified to admit how I feel because of my fear of how others will react. Not because I'm afraid of getting hurt again.

Oh, well...I've always worn my heart on my sleeve. And yes, it's been broken. But I can't seem to bring myself to hide it away. I don't want to, really.

Anyway...right now I feel happy. I feel a deep sense of serenity...and I truly believe everything will be ok and work out. I'm going to follow my heart completely and not hold a thing back.

If I get hurt again, at least I will know that I gave all I had to something that made me happy once.

:)